Empathetic Heart Strings

Out with the words,
The ones locked inside,
Spill your thoughts,
On the alter,
Pour your mind,
Let everyone drink,
Let those who are blind,
Allow them to see,
Don't hide your eyes,
Swollen and puffy,
But they are doors,
Windows,
To look into you,
I can see your pain,
I can see your torture,
So let it out,
You can only hold so much,
Just pour your thoughts out,
On that sacrificial alter,
Sacrifice them,
For your own sake,
Release them,
Before they break you,
Your thoughts,
Your mind,
Will all break,
So give a cry out,
I am always around,
My ears are always opened,
My hands are extended,
To you,
To all,
Anyone that asks for help,
Shall recieve my help,
But I can't loose you,
You hold my heart,
If i loose you,
I've lost my heart,
With out a heart,
My arms with draw in,
My ears will close,
So I protect you,
More dear than anything else,
Because you are my heart,
You are my thoughts,
You are my breath,
You are my love.

Destructive Love

Into the heart,
Through the lungs,
Past the chest,
Drive your sword deeper,
Slice my heart,
Rip it out,
Shred it apart,
Love is too painful to endure,
"Love is wonderful,
Love is great,"
Why is it I don't find that,
You say it with clenched fists,
Biting your tongue,
Cursing my name,
Your words are your blade,
Drive it through my ears,
Into my brain,
Destroy my thoughts,
Destroy my heart,
So tonight,
Crossing the street isn't enough,
I am heading up the road,
As far as I can go,
Just to get away from you,
I'll go up as many streets,
As many as I can,
So I know I won't see you,
And the last thing,I love you,
No matter how you treat me.

Painfully Numb

I placed a needle in my wrist,
Nothing,
I placed another,
Nothing,
Three more,
Three more nothings,
So that was the first word,
I always speak to myself,
So myself is I,
Which is my second word,
All the choices I have,
The things I can do,
This is my third word,Is,
Simply because it is a link,
Something I never really was,
Good,
Which is my fourth word,
And my final word,
Well it is simply stated,
As what I have had,
That is enough,
So my outer arm is,
It is my tapestry,
Facing outward,
So everyone can see what goes on,
What goes on inside of me,
Something I think,
Forever and always,
Everyone will see.

Second Month

Two months ago,
I asked you to be mine,
A year and a half ago,
Was the time that we met,
You didn't know,
But that is the time,
The time length of when,
When you caught my heart,
Young and stupid,
How a small year and few months,
Can change someone,
I was less mature,
More ignorant,
I am more mature,
I am more aware,
I could have had you,Back then,
But I turned it down,
For the distance that would pull,
And soon seperate us,
But now I have you,
Two months,
...Two months,
......Two months,They have passed quickly,
We haven't seen eachother,
Except for a few moments of time,
I can say you do hold my heart,
And yet I fucked up,Isn't that nice of me,
I didn't call you,
Or tell you,
Happy second,
Isn't that nice,
Isn't that splended,
Because I can't bother people,
I can't interupt them in their daily routiene,
I thought of you,
But this is nothing,
I can't prove such,I can just say,
Thought about you since we last spoke,
Again I can just say that,
... two months,
And I fuck up,
Sorry.

.......................It really isn't right for me to ask you to forgive me. So I don't.